i knew my mom was going to die seens 3 days, the doctor told us ( my sister, dad and me). there was nothing to do, just wait and wait... till it happen. she died yesterday and it still painful and hard! ... it was impossoble now that i think about it. she had breast cancer when i was 12 years old.... now i am 15 and she lost her fight beacause cancer took a big part in her body... (pancreas, liver, kidney, bones, skin and lungs) ... it is hard! really hard!!! i love my mommy! and she felt so much agonny! and pain....she wasn t afraid of die .... she was afraid of pain.... and leaving us alone....it is not fair! she was 40 years old...she couldn t breath so they had to put a giant tube with oxygen in her throat but she could not eat, drink or talk .... poor mommy!!!!!! she begged me for water even when she couldn talk, she hardly moved her lips with the tube very tired too! and I could not give her that icause it was going to get into her lungs! I felt so bad and so guilty!...she communicate with me last time... my mom was in a coma and I started to cry and i put my head next to hers on the pillow. then she lifted her hand and I stoped ... her hand reached mine and began to caress it, then i turned my head and i saw she was crying too, 15 seconds after she dropped her head and came into coma.
the whole day i cried almost producing water for all kids in africa... but the worst was when my mom died i thought i was going to die too because i felt my hard was gonna come out from my chest!
i don t know what to do with all her stuff....she died at the galenia s hopital in cancun at 5:10 am 24 may 2009.
i still need my mommy!
now i am in the bed of my parents , my daddy sleeps because he s very tired and i am besides him in the part of my mommy! and i am tire too so i need to stop writting ...i haven t rest seens many days ago...
and sorry for the wrong spelling i am not from US amd i am very tire...
these day have ben hell!

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